The Zulack Experience

Slice of life.

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 23:09:13 -0500

Slice of life.

-HONOR GUARD & DEATH SQUAD- The Loyal & Immortal. Seven Eyes Down the Highway.

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 23:29:35 -0500

-HONOR GUARD & DEATH SQUAD-

The Loyal & Immortal.

Seven Eyes Down the Highway.

Thinking about writing again.

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 16:17:43 -0400

Seafaring Adventure

Conspiracy Theory?

Pale Blue Eyes

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 01:37:58 -0400

In this town, there is nothing to do and nowhere to go when the sun goes down.

When I met her, she said she wanted to take it slow. Sitting around parking lots smoking. We would drink and drive. When the sky starts to bleed we would drive to her house. Empty. Jump into the pool. Dripping wet, she opens up her parents liquor cabinet. Jack was hers and Jim, mine. Sitting on the couch, ruining its leather, we make out. Her wet hair clings to my hand, and her hand squeezes my heart. Our lips meet and part constantly, leaving the Jack and Jim dry. But when I push on, she pulls away. “You should go.”

So I go. I go on looking and chasing other girls. Fun and Games. She still waits, wanting to take it slow. Right where I left her. I tell her, “I love you.” “I love you, too.” She knows I’ve been wandering. And I know she’s been sleeping with other guys. I don’t know what I’m smiling for. This pain, this rip brighten ups my life. There was no yelling. She apologizes and says sorry in tears. She says don’t leave me.

There is nowhere to go and nothing to do when the sun goes down.

Chapter 1 초조와 불안. 그리고 기대와 야심 의 공존.

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:59:10 -0500

Chapter 1

초조와 불안.

그리고

기대와 야심

의 공존.

Cover Start Sweating. Hiding in my Hideout Hiding.

Fri, 27 Jan 2012 00:50:15 -0500

Cover

Start Sweating.

Hiding in my Hideout Hiding.

Need Before Greed The things that we need and things that we...

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 23:17:48 -0500

Need Before Greed

The things that we need and things that we want are quite different. Sometimes we confuse those two. Most of the time, we convince ourselves that those two are the same.

I wanted to become a Firefighter when I was 6. And then I wanted to become something else, later.

As of late, I decided to give up on the idea of wanting to become something. I decided that I need to become something. Something important, something useful. Without usefulness, what is the point of holding on to it? If my life isn’t useful, all I am doing is wasting every bit of resource that could have gone to someone else. If I decide to live such a useless life, I become nothing but a greedy prick holding back everyone, and holding on to every single, pitiful breathe that I don’t need.

If I am not needed, what is the point of carrying on? If the world does not, even better, cannot find a need for me, should I be continuing on this sorry life, after all these years? How many more people should I hold back, hoping that I find what I can be used for?

What do I need, what do I need, what do I need…

I want to die.

But I need to get my life together.

do you have any favorite bloooogs? which ones?!love yourrrs

Sat, 12 Nov 2011 21:36:15 -0500

Hello,

Not blogs per say but here are some tumblrs.

http://mermaidporn.tumblr.com/

http://watertalkradio.tumblr.com/

http://charliesuh.tumblr.com/

http://jessicaclark.tumblr.com/

http://theonetrackmind.tumblr.com/

http://digitritus.tumblr.com/

http://doctorinternet.tumblr.com/

Thanks for liking mine. I should update some more, huh?

Olive

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 22:26:18 -0400

Olive

As I try (not) to. Play by the Rules. Grew up playing video...

Thu, 07 Jul 2011 00:42:35 -0400

As I try (not) to.

Play by the Rules.

Grew up playing video Games.

Grew up, then started to Drink.

Regards to Innocence.

Golden cartridge Zelda found it.

Bronze swigs of Jack Daniel’s took it.

Independence Day.

Playing with things from Japan.

Living in things from America.

Sleeping Arrangements.

Twin size bed, Afraid of the dark.

King size bed, the Glass castle.

Growing Up.

Defining the unDefinable.

Un-define the Defined.

Missing People About that. I mean, we all walk by, bump into,...

Sat, 14 May 2011 06:48:58 -0400

Missing People

About that.

I mean, we all walk by, bump into, look at a ton of strangers. But among them, there is The One that stands out. The One that pops out, you never forget. You dream of becoming friends, you think of talking to ( ), but in reality, catching a glimpse of ( ) is enough.

Now then, what happens if that’s not enough?

What happens if you want to talk? What happens if you want to be friends? What happens if you want to be more than friends?

Let’s get this straight though. This isn’t love or any kind of pure affection. It’s more of an obsession. Obsession towards a stranger. A fantasy. A very-private fantasy.

Back to the point, if you do want to develop a very one sided relationship, by all means go for it. But. But, you have to find that stranger first.

How? Wait at the same place where you met ( )? Ask people if they have seen This stranger? No. There is no how. You just sit. You just sit and let your twisted fantasy do the work.

Let ( ) be yours.

Find those missing people.

Can’t sleep The TV talks to me and my girl sleeps on my...

Wed, 04 May 2011 01:31:43 -0400

Can’t sleep

The TV talks to me and my girl sleeps on my bed, alone.

I can’t sleep, i feel lonely.

I don’t know what I want, I just stay awake.

It’s just nothing.

Welcome to March Dead End.

Wed, 02 Mar 2011 00:05:32 -0500

Welcome to March

Dead End.

APPRX. 1YR. Past 2 days. The love of my life is sleeping behind...

Thu, 17 Feb 2011 00:12:00 -0500

APPRX. 1YR.

Past 2 days.

The love of my life is sleeping behind me.

I don’t want her to wake up.

I don’t want to up.

Coping with normality So, I came to terms with reality. I am...

Sun, 13 Feb 2011 12:56:07 -0500

Coping with normality

So, I came to terms with reality.

I am NOTHING but normal.

It’s been fun dreaming and denying.

I’ll see you on the other side.

I’ll be dreaming soon, very soon.

People I would die for. People I would die to.

Tue, 08 Feb 2011 19:26:24 -0500

People I would die for.

People I would die to.

Welcome to 2011 Retrospect

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 06:15:05 -0500

Welcome to 2011

Retrospect

Welcome to (November and) December Mating Game

Tue, 07 Dec 2010 00:57:04 -0500

Welcome to (November and) December

Mating Game

Bored I wonder what’s for dinner.

Thu, 28 Oct 2010 11:10:55 -0400

Bored

I wonder what’s for dinner.

Left

Fri, 22 Oct 2010 02:14:15 -0400

I just realized how much I missed writing in Korean…